Hello and Happy New Year!

Yes, I know its late but surely I can still wish my lovely readers a happy new year? haha

Right, firstly I've decided on doing a good re-write of Damaged Goods, so they'll be a lot of changes so it won't be available for a while...

Secondly, just want to mention that there are two versions of With Regret, one is dirty and one is clean :) the storyline etc is identical though!!

CLEAN:
http://storywithregret.blogspot.co.uk/p/chapter-1.html

DIRRTY:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/265129

Thirdly, I've been working on a poem, I've never done poetry before but thought I'd have a little shot at it for fun :) Enjoy!


Facade.

Standing there, before me,

You expose to me your vulnerability

Staring back, eyes fixed,

Your fear of this shines beautifully

Approaching you, I see you tense,

Your apprehension firing

And you refuse to glance anywhere else

But into me, my headlights blinding

Your chest, smooth, raw

Respiring fast, though me, not me,

You say sweet silence,

Fuelling my intention of embracing this reality

Exploring your troubled journal,

Feeling the scars, your tragic beauty

Tracing along the marks of pain

From your last, their streak of cruelty

Locked away, encased with steal

Is your trust for one again

I don’t give up, I venture further

Despite you wanting to abstain

Taking your hand, gently with love

I lead you to the bed

Soft kisses I place on your neck

To diminish your worry, your dread

My heart opens when I see your tears

Though they are yet to stream, still buried within

I lay you down beneath me

I’m in control, committing sin

As I enjoy your worry, more than I dare to say

Feeling superior, confident,

As you hang on to my every demand, obey,

It’s the only way I know how to feel

Standing here, before you,

I refuse to expose any vulnerability

Looking back, eyes heavy lidded,

I’m hiding my fear so beautifully


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